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What are my habits in moments of desperation?

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   February 28, 2026 What are my habits in moments of desperation? One year ago today at 1:13 am my Tracy, your friend, Mom, sister, aunt took her last breath and crossed over from this imperfect world filled with sickness, pain and death to paradise.   A new world without those things.   A life of perfection, beauty and peace.   It’s hard to imagine that she can be at peace having left us all behind.   She would always say that it’s much harder to be the one left than the one leaving.   But we cannot comprehend what she is experiencing nor can we know or understand if she knows what’s happening here.   I’ve told friends that if she is indeed aware of me…of us…of which I have often wondered…she has to have a serious Jesus-filter in order not to have our grief drive her to despair.   Many have asked me what I would do on this day.   It’s not too elaborate.   A friend had me over for dinner last night.   Two friends invited me fo...